I need some RESPECT

Monday, July 25, 2005

WELL GUYS...I'LL NOT BE BLOGGING IN THIS FEW DAYS COZ I HAVE TO SETTLE MANY STUFFS AND EVEN MYSELF...HOPE YA UNDERSTAND...BUT I'LL STILL BLOGGING AND DONT WORRY ABT ME OKIE...IT WILL NOT TAKE LONG AND I'LL BE BACK SOON...MISS YOU GUYS...!!!

To Irwin:

Dont worry i'll read ur blog everyday and i dont know wat is gonna happen next...Let me settle my stuffs first then we can settle this...hope you understand...

~*melts*.in.the.night~
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Saturday, July 23, 2005

I'VE FOUND OUT THE REASON TO SHOW

THE SIDE OF ME YOU DIDN'T KNOW

A REASON FOR ALL THAT I DO

AND THE REASON IS YOU. . .

~*melts*.in.the.night~
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Friday, July 22, 2005

so...ydae...my ex classmates R1 went down to my sch to collect cert..havin some fun together and like usual talked craps and chillin...b4 headed home we chilled at mac and tried to solved ikin's probs...Im so pity of her and me as a fren wat i can do is to advise you wat u should do..i cant help in finance but i can lend you my listening ears...Both of you must know how to deal this matter coz its for your future...At first i just cant believed wat she had told me is true..but then wen she came down then i see it wif my own eyes..Now i believe its TRUE....Kin,wat r u goin to do next??? u cant let him go just like that..its yours and afad too...!!! Wateva it is...im here to help you as i can...Relax k gal...

Now loads of test and projects need to settle and the stall thingy i guess its a waste of time...wat if we didnt achive the profits we want...it will be just waste of our effort!!! But i'll just pray hard that our stall will do a great job on that day....coz this is the first 'business' we gonna do wif my new classmates...

Im confused of wat is happening around me...i just dont wanna talk abt it and i hope that i wont hurt anyone here...Im single and i can do wat i want...Just tell me straight to my face if u dare...Dont make me keep on guessing to the things i want to know....I dont want to feel guilty abt this...I've got nuthin to do wif those guys in sch and tell ya straight i dont interested any guys in my sch...they are just a bunch of 'jerks' around...Abt the Veenot thing...pls la..its just a fren of mine that i make fren with in my sch...he's a nice guy and i dont think i'll fall in love wif him!!! Ya..i admit i once got a crush on him but its just a crush..and now he's in simei and im in Clementi...he dont have my num an i dont have his...so wat are you talkin abt...??? Cant i just play my feeling on my own...??? Wateva u may say just say...call me an SS..i'll never say anything...but PLEASE tell me straight wat are your probs wif me...!!!

~*melts*.in.the.night~
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Thursday, July 21, 2005

Trying to figure out this life

Wont you take me by the hand

take me somewhere new

I dont know who you are but I...

I'm with you. . .! ! !

~*melts*.in.the.night~
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

ArrggHHH . . .! ! ! Ya'll guess whhaaattt!!!!...i saw VEENOT . . . ! ! !. . . I just cant explain wat's my feelings now..im so excited to the max and i just cant stop smiling abt it..hehe...haiz..u made my day complete...i mean for one day only...!!! I was like so nervous sia talkin to him coz...in sch i nvr talk to him before and he transfer to Simei coz of his course....HAPPY SAK..!!!hehe...lucky me wif Nisa if not i'll be siting wif him in the bus together...BERANGAN jer..!!!!
He was from sch and he took train from Simei and stop at J.E to take 99...i was at the J.e after went to the library. It was so funny coz..me n Nisa decided not to take the first and the second bus coz it was fully packed and sumore its single deck...then saw 'KETEPOP-KETEPOP' from far but i just couldnt beliv it was him...So he smiled at me and winked his eyes at me..so sweet rite..harhar...!!! Then he came and asked me where i lived sak..
wah lau eh..my heart beating very fast sia...hehe
Haiz...then we talked abt his sch and his life and so on...So..this is the part where i find it very funny...he'll be comin down to my sch TOMORO..!!! I was like WHAT??? u're comin down??? Damn..!!! You all know wat...tomoro is the day where my ex classmates wil''ll be comin down too..hehe..see..!! this is wat i call fate..!!!HARHAR...DREAM ON LA WATIE...!!!!

~*melts*.in.the.night~
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Monday, July 18, 2005

haiz...i dont like to be involve in oragnizing things la...chalet,pit etc...Its not like i dont wanna help but i guess the trouble that contacting ppl and those choosy ones...U must call them and confirm with them abt this and that and so on...and now im not sure whether im goin to the gathering or not...let me see how la...

Hmph! So wats goin on for today...hehe..actuali we had some fun i mean for us (Me Mas Nisa n Eli) la...We were talking abt a gal in our BIT course..i dont wanna tell ya which class is she from coz she mite read my blog..hehe..if she terasa oso nvrmnd..!!! So we were talkin abt her and her attitude..she was such the most annoying gal that we've known so far...we called her the www.askyourbrother.com! harhar..like wat rite??? Its very irritating for us coz she'll alwaz talk abt her bro i mean her real bro that he thought he knows everything abt IT gadgets!!! For a small thing like thumbdrive or sumting got to do with IT she'll say "MY BRO SAID THAT..MY BRO SAID THIS..." arrghh!!!fuck her la!!! U think u're the only one got bro isit???So wat ur bro went to poly...haiz...my bro is in NIE nvr say anything la!!! I think u're deeply in love wif ur bro lar..!!! Till now if we saw her we'll say "WORLD"...ya..i thought she knows everthing wat...Dats the suitable name ya gal...!!!

Damn..!!!had to study for tomoro's test and this unit is fucking long and dry sia...I cant understand wat the book is trying to tell us la...haiz...We were like crazee idiots studying like hell...coz every week there'll be test...Fuck rite...!!! Our bains need rest oso...haiz....gonna catch up on my revision...

Hmm..so today is my IRwin's 20th birthday...Wanna wish ya HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! Sori la..got nothin for u....hehehe...

~*melts*.in.the.night~
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Sunday, July 17, 2005

Heloo peeps...so hows the weekend goin on...hmm...me now slacking at home and im so pissed off coz my bloody pc kena virus sia..!!! shit..!!! having this computer for abt more than 10 yrs and this is the first time kena the bloody virus...!!! Everthing was like freaking slow and really test my kesabaran sak...I cant even check my mails...#%*#!!!!

So ydae went to Kak Sita's wedding and had so much fun coz its been long time i met my couzins all...ya la...i only meet them on hari raya only and that's all...It was like so fucking irritating sia...i know la my bro is getting married but please dont involve me...Heloo..!!! im still young ok..im onli 19 and still have a long way to go..!!! Whenever they talk abt the preparations...they will asked me wen isit my turn..wat the...???haiz..nvrmd la...Back to the wedding...Kak Sita is my close cousin and actually she's once married but it failed...so this is her 2nd husband and not bad huh the husband...She wore the wedding white dress and the make up was quite ok la...iTs from my 2nd bro gf boutique that sponsor her...

Ydae was also my grandma 40 days kenduri...so after the nikah thingy..i went to my atok house and prepare for the foods and stuffs...I was being bullied by my cousins sia coz i came late wat..Hey..understand la..i came late for reason...bukan suka2..!!! Then the task was to wash the plates and clear the kitchen..haiz..no sweat la..!!! At last all the cousins came to help..harhar..!!! Then suddenly my atok kena sesak nafas la..we're panicked and we gave him the oxygen...haiz...then he told us that he really missed my grandma...then my aunts and uncles started to cry and cry...he also said that he was grateful to have his children for taking care of his health and so on...but still we cant beat his wife by the way how she cares and understands him...so, again..my aunts and uncles was crying and as for us the cousins, we just stood in the kitchen and still clearing the plates...one of my cousin was busy washing the perioks and kuali's in the toilet with sweat around her..eeeiikkk...!!hehehe....but seriously its really hard for me to tell the stubborness that my atok had...and til now he still cant accept that his wife has gone forever...!

Hmm...Yani called me ydae and told me abt the gathering thingy...she told me that i was involved in the organizing the pit or chalet but havent confirm yet...So i told her that im not confirm coz im busy wif my sch and some of them have oreadi wrking...some even had their own family oreadi...I was quite excited upon hearing that and im looking forward it too...i'll try la..to my ex-pioneerians...hope u can contact me ya if u wanna join k...

~*melts*.in.the.night~
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Saturday, July 16, 2005

We Belong Together

I didn't mean it

When I said I didn't love you so

I should have held on tight

I never should've let you go

I didn't know nothing

I was stupid I was foolish

I was lying to myself

I couldn't have fathomed that

I would ever

Be without your love

Never imagined I'd be Sitting here beside myself

'Cause I didn't know you'Cause I didn't know me

But I thought I knew everything

I never felt

The feeling that I'm feelingNow that I don't

Hear your voice

Or have your touch and kiss your lips

Cause I don't have a choice

Oh, what I wouldn't give

To have you lying by my side

Right here, 'cause baby

When you left

I lost a part of me

It's still so hard to believe

Come back baby please, 'cause

We belong together

Who else am I gonna lean on

When times get rough

Who's gonna talk to me on the phone

Till the sun comes up

Who's gonna take your place

There ain't nobody better

We belong together

I can't sleep at night

When you are on my mind

Bobby Womack's on the radio

Singing to me 'If you think you're lonely now

'Wait a minute

This is too deep, too deep

I gotta change the station

So I turn the dial

Trying to catch a break

And then I hear BabyfaceI only think of you

And it's breaking my heart

I'm trying to keep it together

But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element

I'm throwing things

Crying Trying to figure out

Where the hell I went wrong

The pain reflected in this song

Ain't even half of what

I'm feeling inside

I need you

Need you back in my life baby

~*melts*.in.the.night~
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Friday, July 15, 2005

Oh Well...im so bored to the max sak...dont know wat to do so i decided to make a flashback on my ex class..R1 July (04-05)...

Its been like 3 mths we went our separate ways and lead our own life...hoping for the best in life and may we have a bright future ahead...All the times that we spent i shall treasure it and hope that its will become our sweetest memory forever...Just thinking wat do the others doing now...Like..Ahlong,Valeri,Geraldine,Cherry,Wanying n James n to those i didnt mention...hope for the best to u guys!!! Btw,to DD...harhar..da masok camp KAPE...!!!! Good Luck eh!!! "Abg Polis" sak...

I just cant wait on 21 of July to meet you guys..Btw, on that day is Ernie's bday..hehe...Nanti kau!!!...Counting down the days...

*Miss sumone im my heart. . .Hope you miss me too. . .*

Well guys..just wanna to tell ya that im really grateful to have a fren that really understands me although i know her for 1 yr plus...She really care for me and helped me alot...She were there for me whenver i need help...Thanks my dear friend! I just dont know how to pay her kindness that u did to me although u didnt ask for it...I hope that we still be frens forever( it sounds so like pri sch kids huh)...You RAWKS! ! !

Those were the time. . . tHANKS FOR EVERYTHING!

~*melts*.in.the.night~
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Thursday, July 14, 2005

TO SOMEONE THAT I LOVED

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU BABY. . .

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. . .

~*melts*.in.the.night~
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Yesh la..just went back from sch and so happy that i came home early today...harhar..biasela..CABOT!!!hehe..but at least i cabot i went straight home ok! I guess arnd less than 10 ppl onli attend OFA...Feel like wanna change this OFA teacher la...Not bcos that she teach lousy or wat..but she didnt teach us at all..harhar...*evil laugh* Ya..to some, its fun to have a teacher like her but its also difficult for us seh...In a week she only taught us for 3 or 2 days but not more than that..the rest, she will gave reasons like must attend meeting la..got SQA involvement and so on..haiz....But for today we cabot becos we only have 1 hour for her lesson only..its betteer for to go home rite..hehe...Ok lar enuf of dat...

Hmm...so..ydae had our 'Championship' wif Yuko Jana n Rizal...Den got this teenage boy la..hmm..only sec 1 but his body looks like sec 3 or 4...joined us and played with Rizal..he damn good sia and he knows all the rules( his CCA mah!)..not like me play but dont know the rule..hehe..at least i know how to play wat...So Rizal played 2 set with this boy and im not sure who won the match..i guess its fair and square competition...Pity Jana coz she headed home arnd 9.30 becoz of her stomach cramp..haiz...This is a message for u Cucuku..."Next time eat first before u drink GASSY drinks ok..." So..we decided to have another match tonight and..oh yar la...tomoro got BFD test..!!!Shit!!!...Havent study sia...Ok..Cya again!!!

~*melts*.in.the.night~
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

I dont know when this could just stop and i dont want to have this pain anymore....

Firstly...my late grandma passed away on my bdae...
Secondly...my dad was admitted due to his first stage of Stroke or wateva it call...
Thirdly...the 'sumone' who makes my family life miserable...

Why are those people did not think wat they did to my dad esp to my aunt oso....ya...mayb they are jealous of us or sumting..but why must be my family...its just a stupid @#$%!! of u to keep on 'shooting' at my family...you want us to leave the house??? no prob! but giv us another house that is much more better than these ppl arnd me!!! You are just those EVILS and i think u are much more worst than those evils ard me...I dont care wat it takes to make my family suffered like hell...
but just to let you know that u'll 'Get It' in the future!!! Just remember that wat u did to my family is just waste of ur fucking time and all ur 5 times a day pray will just waste like a fucking hell...!!!

But please do have the heart not to disturbed us again...Because of YOU..the happiness in the family slowly fade away..bcoz of YOU too our family income are in crucial state...Ya...u happy rite now fucker???!!! What goes around Comes around!!!! You'll get wat u ask for!!! And we'll give u DOUBLE than wat u did...!!! Good luck in everything u wanna do to family aite...!!!

~*melts*.in.the.night~
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Saturday, July 09, 2005

ARRGGHH! ! ! !...harhar..last nite i dreamt abt buying a car sia..gosh..!!!! wat the...harhar..and furthermore i was buying MAZDA RX 8 sia..hehe..nvrmind..hoping that i'll get my dream car that is MAZDA 3...ya..my dream car is MAZDA 3 although some said that its common oreadi...this is only dream car wat...cant confirm whether i get it or not..hehe...Seriously..my bro tot of buying MAZDA RX8 after he married...but dont know la he...maybe this is a hint or wat..haiz....

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MAZDA RX 8

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MAZDA 3

~*melts*.in.the.night~
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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Phew..!!! at last got ma Rihanna Video....Pon de Replay..i adore her so mucch....!!! so ..check this out...!!!

~*melts*.in.the.night~
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