I need some RESPECT

Sunday, June 25, 2006

7 randoms facts about Me:

1.i love Green
2.youngest in the family
3.20 yrs old this year...arrggh!!!
4.play my XBOX most of the time.
5.everyday craving for 100Plus!
6.completing my Business IT in 9 months time!
7.Wat else you wanna know abt???

7 random things that scares Me:

1.Insects esp croacroches!
2.Hearing 'syarahan' on the topic of Dunia Kiamat!
3.Alone at home!hehe
4.Nightmare!
5.my 'evil' bro!
6.when my neighbour burn the 'stangi' outside thir house! very the kemenyan smell!
7.kene saman!

7 random music at the moment:

NOW IN SCH NO MUSIC IS BEING PLAYED!!!

7 random things that i like most:

1.100 PLus
2.Lemonade drinks
3.my precious belonging
4.Jessica Alba
5.Chill out wit my frens
6.Kuey Teow...yummmmzzzz!
7.Ma Bugs Bunny!

7 random things i say most:
1.Pantat!
2.Ah..?
3.Ape?
4.Sial!ooppss!!
5.Mcm sak ar!
6.Entah?
7.hmm...

7 people to do this:
1.Shar
2.Cucuku
3.Rizal
4.Ica
5.Eli
6.Nura
7.Lili

Finish!

~*melts*.in.the.night~
<----dreaming away----->

`[6:35 PM]

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I wanna share sumting wit u all...this involved my ex pioneer sch mates...so sad why guys nowadays have no RESPECT to the womens...they think wat..we sampah sarap???

This guy which used to be same class in sec 3 n 4...msg me n wanted to mit me..so i tot abt it and agreed to mit him up...then there's particular msg dat he wanted me to do 'sumting'...u gals shld noe wat im talkin abt...he wanted me to "entertain" him as he "missed" me soo musch....F**K!!! I felt so uncomfortable n i called him up...here the conversation goes:

Me: Woi! ape kau merepek?
Him: Serious la Ti, kau dtg ar mah aku...aku rinduuu kau sak...
Me: Pantat kau ar...kau ingt aku ape...
Him: Takkan kau takleh kasi sey!
Me: Pala Buto! kau pikir aku mcm pompuan2 lain pe...relax sua!
Him: Org mintak tolong..tak tolong sey...mcm gini member! Takpe!
Me: Hey! Aku takde member mcm kau la sak...Aku ingt kau as my old fren sak...mcm gini pe kau treat member sendiri...!

Then..i hang up the call...!

Arrgghh! i was so sad n told this to my fren Naz...he was so frustrated n he couldnt believe that a fren can do such thing...

Haiz..mcm gini la..kalau org da desperate!

So gals...be careful n watch out on who u talkin with...eventhough ur fren!

Later gonna mit Yanie, Naz, Telor n Rock...gonna discuss abt the 22nd July thingy...wee....

Adioz!

~*melts*.in.the.night~
<----dreaming away----->

`[6:09 PM]

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Monday, June 19, 2006

Hey peepz! how abt my new layout..i find it ok2 la..not that nice...hmm..gonna find another layout...wat ya think? At least ive changed rather than the old borin layout...

To my Angels...sori coz i didnt turned up for sch this mrg...just havent get over abt the last few days incident n got no mood to study...furthermore i dint bring my sch uni n bags....;) So, is there any interesting news today or u guys still had "EMO DAYS" without me..harhar..! Niwae...to Sila...im still ok n nuthin wrong wif me...ok...thanks for the concern...

Later goin back home..arrgghh!!!sure gonna have tutorial lecture wif my parents...dammit! Ya..i know its my fault...next time i'll listen to you ok! Give me some space!

Btw...this Wed is our last ppr..that is Principle of Marketing...havent study yet..but lucky..one of my sista...gave me some notes n wrote down some imptnt things to memorise...Thanks Sis!!! you know who u are! Then...Its holiday...! gona have 3 weeks of holidays..perhaps...project week...dammit...still havent wrkin on the POM proposal...!

Ok...till here..Adioz!

~*melts*.in.the.night~
<----dreaming away----->

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Sunday, June 18, 2006

Feel so so sad now. . .

Seriously. . .

Coz, of the bloody hell stupid and annoying damn car!!!

COz of dat f***kin car, i cant continue my plan to Muar. . .

Hate this!

Ive been scolded by my mum tru the phone coz of this...

Is it my fault??? I dont think so....! its the f**king car fault!!!

Sori peepz...coz since last nite cant slp n im deeply sad coz cant meet my cuzs who wished to celebrate my bday....

And the car. . .

Feels like wanna TOW it n crush it into pieces!

Not even reached at 2nd toll at Gelang Patah the car brokedown! Had to top up the water every 2km...n found out that the car is overheat n there's some cracked on the water container...

See...how hard it is...felt so frustrated n everybody had no mood to talk...

I dont want to go home...

Dont want to face my mum...

Why cant i listen to my parents...?

If not i wont be so sad rite now n could have been enjoying all nite wif them...

Arrgghhh!!! Stupid Me!!!

Now...wat am i supposed to do...

Felt so so...hmm...dont know wat to say...

Can sumone lift me up???

~*melts*.in.the.night~
<----dreaming away----->

`[2:48 AM]

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Friday, June 16, 2006

arrggghh...im getting bored wif this skin...ive been saying this but still..no change...hehe

now at my bro house..coz im leaving spore to Muar tomoro morning...supposedly today...due to some probs we decided to leave tomoro morning..wah...confirm packed n not sure by wat time we gonna reach there...actuali if i reach kampong before Sat..im gonna celebrating my bday again..coz this june we celebrating 3 ppl's bday....that is Me, Aril n Abg Boy(all are my cuz) ...hmm..too bad i cant celebrate wif them..coz im still stuck here...

I'd like to kill myself abt this mrg paper...PHP...wat the hell??? The most annoying paper i ever had since in ITE...how i wish i could drop the module..rite ANGELS??? So far abt the last PIC ppr...not bad...i did quite well but need to improve more...so i guess..i betta start wrking on the project....Wake up gals.... due date proposal for Marketing is around the corner...! ! !

Niwae..my bro just bought me a Fossil watch..its white in colour...no need to tell cost...but wat i can say is that price is equivalent to an SK-II hamper products...hehe..thanks bro!

I think i missed sumone...and that sumone dat i was onced love n now is nowwhere gone. . . Remember the date...the date dat u promised me everiting... *Hugs n Kisses*

~*melts*.in.the.night~
<----dreaming away----->

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Thursday, June 08, 2006

Unfaithful

Story of my life

Searching for the right

But it keeps avoiding me

Sorrow in my soul

Cause it seems that wrong

Really loves my company

He's more than a man

And this is more than love

The reason that the sky is blue

But clouds are rolling in

Because I'm gone again

And to him

I just can't be true

And I know that he knows

I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...A murderer

~*melts*.in.the.night~
<----dreaming away----->

`[8:43 PM]

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Wednesday, June 07, 2006

hApPy BiRthDaY tO ME! ! !

ArrgGghh!!! da 20 tahun seh...nuthin special still surviving...!!!harhar...more craps comin up!

Got damn Bongok!!! kene caught @ sch....bpk die ar!!! on my bdae lagi!!! kene saman $200 seh...dont wanna to say wats the offence...the thing is...where am i gonna have the $$$...(att: nisa & Mas...) kite "pickup" hostess ar! last resort!!!

haiz...wat do i have for my bday gifts??? my family actually didnt bought me anything..just a wish...but my mum said to me "sumting" wich i didnt expected...! she askin abt my bf! the fact...i didnt have one! haiz...masih muda lagi la...my dad biase jgk...COOL n steady...heheh...
too bad..my 1st bro is at Thailand "honeymooing" wif his wife...hmph!
2nd bro...bought me a handbag...wif beads around the strap...and he also ordered Victoria Secret Body Splash....

ATT:LADIES! ! ! Guess wat! Far East Plaza at level 4...shop name-Wanderlast...sells Victoria Secret's Stuffs...not all la...just body splash and some fruity smell lotion...difficult to bring in Singapore...Spore doesnt approved their products...Why huh?

Havin WAD lesson now...how nice wen Nisa pissed off our teacher...by saying...WATEVA! haha..i likeee... "You hit us,We hit you!"

~*melts*.in.the.night~
<----dreaming away----->

`[12:45 AM]

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Sunday, June 04, 2006

OMG! Fri went out wif ma ANGELS...the day dat i will never ever forget!!!

Mit Nisa n Eli at BnLaY N Mas at JE. . .

So..we took pics at Far East b4 headed down to Puncak to eat....had Hor Fun for me n fried rice for them. . .then went to McCafe to chill...

On the way there...we saw pickpocket n ape lagi..kite makcik2 kepo ade je ar nak tgk...weee...

Reach McCafe. . .my ANGELS surprised me wif TADA...!!! They bough me a slice of OREO cheesecake!!! ARRGGGHHH!!!! im so shocked like hell...tears rolling down my cheecks but i still managed to stop it..harhar...no words to describe how the feeling it was...and wat i can say is...and wats up wif the HAPPY BITHDAY KAKAK TIRI???....haha niwae THAT'S A GREAT SURPRISED FOR ME ANGELS!!! THANKS SO MUCH N LOVE YA BABES..!!!

Niway..this year im gonna be 20...hmm..tu stakat num je..but i still felt like 16-17...weeee.....Dammit...my bro oreadi promised me to bring me to KL. . .but at last he went to Thailand wif his wife on Fri...he gonna be back on Thurs...wateva!!!

So here are some of the pics dat we took...enjoy!

Usin my hp to snap this pic. . .

Me wif the "bday cake"

Calling all ANGELS!!!

arRgGh. . .cant help it!

semue EMO...all ELI's fault!!!

Swit Kisses for my bdae!!!

~*melts*.in.the.night~
<----dreaming away----->

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Thursday, June 01, 2006

Yea yea. . .nari Friday...means like..another few days to my 20th birthday!

Wanna go out wif my darls angels today...to town...too bad...cant shopping..coz no $$$...haiz...how i wish...wah...they said wanna eat Fish n Co...hehe...yummy...amciamzzz....mau mi*** kape!!!harhar...

So...ydae went to mit wif Ikin n Din...then saw Cucuku n Gatal..waduh2...rindu banget deh!!! Bile kite nak klua same lagi eh...Miss ya alots seh. . .

On the 16th balik kampong...abg sedara kawin...at Muar...so...its gonna be..hmm...tada...maybe grand..maybe.............

Guess till here..i'll update again..!

~*melts*.in.the.night~
<----dreaming away----->

`[8:43 PM]

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"Ugly"

When I was 7

They said I was strange

I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same

I asked my parents if I was OK

They said you're more beautiful

And that's the way they show that they wish

That they had your smile

So my confidence was up for a while

I got real comfortable with my own style

I knew that they were only jealous cos

People are all the same

And we only get judged by what we do

Personality reflects name

And if I'm ugly then

So are you

There was a time when I felt like I cared

That I was shorter than everyone there

People made me feel like life was unfair

And I did things that made me ashamed

Cos I didn't know my body would change

I grew taller than them in more ways

But there will always be the one who will say

Something bad to make them feel great

People are all the same

And we only get judged by what we do

Personality reflects name

And if I'm ugly then

So are you

Everybody talks bad about somebody

And never realises how it affects somebody

And you bet it won't be forgotten

Envy is the only thing it could be

Cos people are all the same

(The same, the same)

And we only get judged by what we do

(What we do, yeah, yeah)

Personality reflects name

And if I'm ugly then

(Yeah, you)

So are you

~*melts*.in.the.night~
<----dreaming away----->

`[7:45 PM]

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