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Saturday, October 29, 2005
This pics actually was taken during Shar's 20th Bdae on 21 Sept..but becoz of the sender lambat passing...i upload it quite late...due to my busynest..hehe...Taken @ Ayam Penyet using Eliz digi cam...To Eliz...i think u must get new cam la...gamba semue blur la...hehe...maybe ur skills not as gd as me and Shar la..heheh...btw thanx la...ambik gamba kite semue!!!*winks* Enjoy aitez!!!
The bdae gal
Eliz me Ajid...on the way there
ajid shar nor
oh gosh...!!! 'sexy' ajid..wif Joon wei n shar
we lurveee to take pics...
shar wif her bdae prezzie!
shar ajid me...
ajid nor eliz
'full' of us...
me n the bdae gal...
*winks*
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Friday, October 28, 2005
Hey guys..miss me not??? i miss korang tau! heheh *winks*...well im very the busy la..alot of stuffs i must do..almaklumla..aku ni sorang pompuan kat rumah..semue aku kene buat..i only have little time to spent on my pc...So wads up peepz? any latest new to update me...???anything call or msg me aitez...heheh...
I've just finished tidy up my room..i throw away all the stuffs and i dont think i need them anymore esp those stuffs dat *R gave me...its very hard for me to throw those things dat he bought for me...but i have to...if not many things will lingers in my mind...arrggghh!!!
I guess u guys will probably wanna know y i so jiwang menjak2 ni rite...hehe...actualli...next mth supposed to be our 4th yr anni and im so sad dat we are not meant to be together...and to achieved dat period...its really hard for me...many *onak n duri* i have to crossed...ya..i guess some of u mite terkejot..coz i didnt share abt this wif anyone...but its ok...its all over...i have to start a new life wif my new dearie...i dont want *pisang to berbuah 2 kali* this time...of kos its jodoh di tangan tuhan but it didnt come by itself if we didnt do something abt it....Well dats the craps of the day....
So...now i've to continue the journey of my life and have to accept wat i'll face tru in the future...
Ive just received a news fom my mum dat my Mak Long from Muar will be comin to my atok house on the 1st day Hari Raya...yeayea!!! im so excited abt it coz...i missed my cousin from kampong...! the last i visited them is last yr wen they shifted to their new kampong...Can say that im close wif them esp wif my Abg Faisal...he really pampered us alot sia although we oreadi grown up...but its difficult for us to meet wen there is a feast or kenduri coz my Mak Long married wif her husband and they lived there after they married...Tell ya..My Mak Long face sebiji mcm my arwah nenek...and my atok sumtime terbwk2 !!!haiz...
So peepz..till here and i'll update wen im free ok...i wanna help my mummy to cook...Btw...i havent started doing the kuih u know!!! Tragic sia!
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Wednesday, October 26, 2005
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Monday, October 24, 2005
To Rizal n Cucuku:
Aku ade big problem nie skrg..maybe aku on Wed tak jadi gi...aku kene helped out some stuffs wif my bro shop ar...he needs me this whole week...mcm mane eh....? hmm...Rizal...u just go on without me la..i dont mind...kirim salam memberz kite eh...aku seriously takleh make it ar...sori ar....u must confrim wif Sohail and Wan coz ive told them oreadi...just persuade them to go la...Sorie once again..anything call me k...
Hmm..ive been so f**kin bz these few days..rush here and there..went to johore to take kad jemputan and went back to Arab St to clear up things..haiz...i felt so bad coz i cant make it on this We to buka wif my fella ex classmates..coz im the one who jempot them but in the end i cant make it...sedih seh...but nvrmd hari raya we go out together again..hehe...
Now im tied up wif many things...kuih satu ape pun blum buat ..i oso dont know wat kuih to do...this yr i dont have the mood to celebrate la..many ppl arnd me had passed away..esp my late grandma...i dont know wats gonna hepen on the 1st day of Hari raya...coz she's the one who alwaz bz prepare dishes for us..but now...gone...!haiz...2nd thing abt my bro wedding...seems like everthing goin smoothly but im really dissapointed wif my own Busu...i just keep this to myself and family...coz its rather personal...just to let it out only...own Busu betrayed his own ank sedara..haiz...ape nasib kite eh...nvrmind biar Tuhan je yg balas...:(...well peepz..till here..update again wen im free...
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Friday, October 21, 2005
Well guys...i hate to tell this to u'all..esp those who are wrkin..hehe...IM NOW OFFICIALLY DECLARED THAT I WILL BE HAVING MY HOLIDAY FROM NOW TILL 21ST NOVEMBER 2005..heheh!!!
Had my last ppr ydae and tell ya the truth that i think i'll be getting C for this ppr...its f**kin tough sia...almost wanna give up...! Not only me..but the whole class...! I didnt slept the day before just to memorize all the chapters and the hints...but then..i still cant do it...I got did the questions but i left few blanks..and cause me to lose 20 marks...haiz...rabak!!! But its oreadi over and i'll just enjoy my holiday now...mcm mane nak enjoy..tgh puasa seh...
Today one of my close fren Irwin goin to NS at Tekong..wish him all the best and see ya in next 2 weeks...;p
My holiday will end on 21st November...and its just a week to my bro's wedding...haiz...aku tgh sebok2 kene sch lak...almaklumla..kate adek pengantin...hehe..And i'll be seeing my new Class Advisor as my recent CA will be having her maternity leave soon...wish her all the best on havin her first 1st baby GIRL....
So guys..have a great weekend ahead and have a nice day!!!
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Monday, October 17, 2005
Helo helo helo....Helo peepz...! I have 3 more days to holiday!!! yeayea! My last ppr is on Thurs..confirm! Then...gonna have fun again!!!hehe...Now must perah otak bnyk2 for my last ppr...the last hope...ERP! Wish me the best!
So..on Sat wen to Geylang wif TW...haiz..da agk da mesti ramai..lucky my plan worked out...Reached there arnd 5 plus..just browsing tru at the bazaar there...tot of buka wif my parents coz they also went to geylang..but TW insisted coz she segan wif my uncle...so??? then we bought char kuey sumbat sotong and drinks while we were on our way to far east...kalau tak sempat la...then on the way there we changed our mind..instead we chilled at Mac @ Forum...da mcm budak takde arah tujuan seh kite...lucki tak ramai org situ...we bought mac meals and sat there till 11 plus...
TW told me...'Eh tie..da lame tak gi Hard Rock..da dekat nie...jom ar...!' that moment i was drinkin my milo ice and guess ar! tersembuh semue air yg ku minum pat muke die!harhar..rasakan! I was laughin like mad sia....then told her...'Pandai nampk pala otak kau...abeh balik naik ape???' then we both laughing all the way...Suddenly i was thinkin abt my old colleagues(betol tak aku spell?)..Pantera who wrkin at Zombie pub nearby..sure he got wrk on dat day...so asked TW to msg him but too bad die tak reply..mayb he's goin out wif his wife...If not dpt free drinks...!!!!hehe...We chatted and laugh non stop...Then came this abg2 LOB...wif his Wild Turkey and other sorts of beer...they sat beside our table...One of them is my bro ex ITE classmates coz he used to came to our house during hari raya...but die dah lupe aku!!! Then when they talked...fuhlamak! die punye bau takleh ANGkat sak!!! Paham2 je lah bau beer! nak muntah sak...then he spoiled my mood sia...aku da la mabok dgn bau beer kau...pastu nak step cool je...padahal dah tipsy!!!
Headed off arnd 1130..and we took the 2nd last train...on the way..i was feeling very moody..i oso dont why...maybe the abg2 la...dammit! So were siting next to this guy in the train..and then suddenly this guy asked wat time it was...at first i tot he was a chinese guy but salah!Melayu...nasib aku tak ngumpat..this bloody guy oso brings a Jack Daniels bottle in his hand and confirm die tgh mabok...me n TW was like so frickin pissed off sia..Why was evryone drinkin beer during Ramadhan??? Malu ngan bangsa asing!!! This short guy asked me again..'Mana nak pegi???' i was like..'huh? tak dgr!' he asked again..'Nak pegi mane?' then i ans 'oh..nak balik la...' He asked again 'Ingt nak gi Clark Quay'...i smiled at him and say No...haiz...Wat a day man! But niwaes...have great time wif TW....! Reached home arnd 1245am and dashed off to toilet...vomit like wat sia..nasib tak pengsan!hehe...i ate my sahor coz im too tired to wake up at 4am...told my mum not to kejot me...then she said.." Patot kau ank pompuan buatkan sahor utk kau..ni tak maknye jgk nak kene buat kan..." i smiled at her and said..'abeh buka sape buat mak?????'..she quiet!!!hehe...
Well peepz..dats all for the day..today my abg sedara will be comin to my house and breakfast together...i missed his son alots..hehe...Cya!


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Saturday, October 15, 2005
Well peepz..ydae breakfast wif my ex sec sch mates a.k.a Monyems...had a great day ydae...Yuko cant make it coz she had to accompany her sis to Geylang...but she told me that she got many'CLIENT' there..harhar! So Me,Cucuku,Zal,Gatal,Lela n Noma are the ones who make it ydae..but it was so great havin us together and i guess da lama tak dgr punye keMerepektan (new word huh?)...hehe...we buka at Banquet and it was fully packed as we tot...then we take a walk arnd JP...Noma wanted to go Value One..so i was so frickin shocked!hehe..hanye nenek n cucu je tau kenape...so me zal n cucu went to sportslink while waiting for the 3 of them...And this is where the story begins..But i wont tell ya wat hepen la...coz paiseh la..harhar...wen im wif them i didnt felt that im 19 yrs...as if im still in sec sch..harhar..bile korang semue nak bertaubat? Nasib Yuko takde..kalau die ade..confirm tongang langang!!!
Then we chilled at Mac and have our desert...it was damn funny on how we tricked the 3 of them...mcm budak bodoh sak kite kerjakan! Good job Zal! Lepas nie kau boleh jadi CID ke..hehe...So we talked and decided to have another gathering on the next 2 weeks...but this time we gonna have our ex sec 5 peepz back..we do not have any reunion since we left the sch..i mean for the malays onli...Hope it work out this time...Then headed off and reached home at 11.15pm...
Later on gonna meet my 'lesbo' partner..hehe..she wanted to go Geylang to buy shoes..but we didnt 'buka' there instead we 'buka' at town...must chop2 la...I must siap2 now and Cya again!

Actuali i wanted to take photos 6 of us..but wen we talk and talk and talk i forgot to take..hehe...
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Friday, October 14, 2005
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Heloo...da 2 hari aku tak blog...yea yea nari aku tak skola...all ITE declared day off for today coz of the wat thing la...i dont know la...But wateva it is..im not schoolin today..hehe...
Ydae is my OFA ppr and lucky can do...but got some points i missed out and lucky not that big mistakes...So today im gonna breakfast wif my frens i mean my ex sec mates frens....hehe..da lame aku tak jumpe MONYEM semue...not sure how many are comin...takkan nak ramai2 lak kan..mcm nak gi jalan raya lak nanti...hehe
Last few days my bro bought for me n my mum kain yg belum jahit to pakai on his wedding...u all guess ar wat colour...its Pink fusia or fucia la...im not sure the spelling...hehe....wth....all pink sia...org da belikan ape nak buat kan..pakai je la nanti...actuali me n my cuz all oreadi planned to wear kebaya same wif them..but too bad i have to backout coz my bro bought that kain oreadi..but i dont like the colour..kalau kulit aku putih takpe...cewet lak aku...hehe..and now im thinking wat baju to jahit..is either kebaya or kurung.. i think kurung is out la...is either kebaya ethnic or modern la...but the problem is...who's gonna jahit sia...at this time oreadi people dont want to ambik upah...da lambat...sape2 yg ade mak jahit baju tak kat sini???
Tomoro gonna have a date wif my 'lesbo' partner....hehe...goin out wif TW...gonna walk2 at geylang and breakfast at sumwhere else...why do we call ourself 'lesbo' partner? coz i know her for such a long time...da masok 16 tahun aku kwn ngan die....kalau matair da kawin agknye..haha...Arrgghhh!!! monday is my BFD bIG ExAm!!!! Sunday im gonna study like mad ar!!! Tell ya i havent study for that module!hehe
So peepz...that's all for today...Have a nice weekend ahead adn Stay happy...Im hungry!!!! ;p
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Harlow peepz. . .today is my 2nd day fasting coz u know la i cant fast for the 1st week...Ydae i was damn weak and really! i cant do much to help my mum...i just buat air je for breakfast ydae...harhar...mcm budak2 seh...hehe...hmm..Yesh la..at last i oreadi install my new MSN...setelah sekian lama aku tak main MSN..rindu sudah terubat!..hehe...previous MSN got sumting wrong la and its effected my pc so i have to cancelled it..and ydae i went to installed it..so peepz..can chat wif me again! ;p
For these coming 3 days i will not comin to sch...actualli wanna come can la ..but i rather stay at home seh...on Thursday is OFA final exam and on Friday my sch will be given a day off..i mean the whole campus...im not sure for wat la...Then the following Monday is BFD...errggghh!!! dammit! I havent start on my revision sia...i dont know how to start! ;p
I guess that's all peepz...i'll update again!
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Sunday, October 09, 2005
Ydae went to my very "dearest atok ever" house! F***in bored. . (niwae im not puasa)harhar. . .Damn bored to the core sia ydae. . .very lonely. . .! Sumore my atok didnt talk a single word from his mouth...smlm angin tak baik ar agknye. . .i better talk to the wall rather than talkin to him! Dont know wat hepen to him ar. . told ya oreadi. . he's gettin nyanyok. . .other people oso lost their wife or the loves one. . .but they can still live like normal. . .not like u OLD MAN! Astaga! Mengucap Watie!!! Then tot of goin back home after the breakfast but my dad told me to sleep there. . OMG! I oso lazy to go back home and i slept at my atok place. . .haiz. . i regret coz nvr go out wif my frens ydae. . if not i can escape oreadi!!!hehe. . .
Me went to slp at 2am and i was all alone at the dark living room. . .then arnd 1 plus my atok wake up and he said. . .my late grandma didnt watch TV till at this hour. . .dlm hati. . .suke hati aku sak . . .bill bkn kau bayar. . ank2 kau jgk baya! its true wat. . .he didnt pay the electricity bill so for wat he wanna nag??? then i switched off n went to sleep. . .damn irritating sia! Wake up for sahur and he asked my mum why she's not wakin me up. . .paham2 je la...!
Arnd 8.30 we headed off and wen i wanna salam him. . he told me that puasa2 jgn hisap rokok! then i was like. . huh??? my mum looked at me one kind and i act donno la. . .Actuali one day my aunt saw me and my cuz smoking at Boon Lay Int last few yrs after came back from wrk. . that was last time la. . . Then why must he say it now??? Dulu zaman bile seh. . .haiz...old man alwaz like this. . .Enuf of the day la. . .next time jgn harap aku nak tido mah die lagi!
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Saturday, October 08, 2005
Hey peepz. . .Ydae night i saw planet Venus. . .Ya. . .im not kidding. . its true! Its just beside the cresent moon. . .Actuali i tot it was just a star. . but it was quite big. . not that really big la. . much more smaller than the moon but larger than the star. . so i told my bro to checked it out. . so he went to the net and found out that ydae the 7th October is where the Venus will be situated just beside the Moon. . and its true. . i was freak out and although i we cant see properly but not many of us get the chance to see it. . .It was amazing! then the source says that the Venus will be dissappear at 10 pm. . and its true! Wow! Jakun sak! I dont know why my heart suddenly very 'touched' when looking the moon and the Venus. . . maybe God wanna show me His Creations . . .On the 17thOctober it will be the full moon. . its 99.8% full. . .we cant see 100% full moon from the earth. . .quite difficult for us. . i was wondering if i owned a telescope! But too bad. .tak mampu!
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Sunday, October 02, 2005
". . .my boy lollipop. . .u make my heart go giddy up!. . ."harhar. . .told ya. . im obsessed wif that song! damn! ;p
hmm. . .dammit ydae went geylang wif my parents and my cuz. . it was drizzling and dad was eager to watch the M.Daud Kilau. . .haiz..so we wen to wait for his performance last nit. . .i was damn tired and had to wait for so long. . .lucky my dad. . .if not i go back oreadi. . .! It was damn crowded and full of minahs and guess wat. . .many bapoks sia!!!harhar. . .
Im not sure whether u watched the live telecast or not. . .but to my ex Pioneer Sec mates. . .did u saw Fida went the Sri warisan made the performance??? why her face like that sia. . .??? But she's nice! She still remember me sia...She came towards me and ask me. . "u from pioneer rite???" Then i said ". . hmm. . .EX-pioneer ok. . ." she started laughing! Then the 'raja gelek' came out and my dad started to find the perfect place to watch him...but too bad its sooo crowded. . .!
Headed home and took 30 to boon lay...it was like 11plus nearly 12. . .so alight at Taman Jurong and took cab. . .mid charge sia!harhar. . .
SO! today. . .i received a call from my eldest bro! At last he admit to ME onli dat he oreadi bought a flat! ! ! wat the hell??? how can??? he renovated the house oreadi but the thing is. . .he's not married yet wat. . how can he bought oreadi... He told me dat he bought at Bukit Batok West Ave 5 Blk 389. . in detail sumore! my heartbroke sia! U know wat floor??? 23rd floor! just imagine! i shld keep this from my parents coz if they know abt this. . .i just cant say anything!...Btw. . .where is BB Ave 5???
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Saturday, October 01, 2005
Hey peepz. . .Im now obsessed wif this old song called My Boy Lollipop by Mille Small. . .She's a Jamaican gal and i got to know that she was born on the late 1948. . wow. . .how old is she now huh. . .harhar. . .actuali i heard this song wen i was a kid and i forgotten how the song goes. . .But 1 day while i was browsing tru Seri's iPod she told me hear this song. . .i was so happy + excited sia. . .harhar. . .reminds me those strawberry shortcake times!hehe. . .Went home and downloaded the song. . .till now the song lingers in my mind. . .the song damn cute sia. . . Guess most of u dont know abt the song coz its so long ago. . harhar. . .U'll better download it. . hehe. . .Too bad i cant find the song to put at my blog. . .so that ya'll can hear it. . .Niways. . i have the lyrics. . .just bare wif it okie. . .
MY BOY LOLLIPOP,
YOU MADE MY HEART GO GIDDY UP.
YOU ARE AS SWEET AS CANDY,
YOU'ER MY SUGAR DANDY.
HA, HO MY BOY LOLLIPOP,
NEVER EVER LEAVE ME,
BECAUSE IT WOULD GRIEVE ME,
MY HEART TOLD ME SO,
I LOVE YA, I LOVE YA, I LOVE YA SO,
THAT I WANT YA TO KNOW,
I NEED YA, I NEED YA, I NEED YA SO,
AND I'LL NEVER LET YOU GO,
MY BOY LOLLIPOP,
YOU MAKE MY HEART GO GIDDY UP,
YOU SET MY WORLD ON FIRE,
YOU ARE MY ONE DESIRE,
MY BOY LOLLIPOP,
MY BOY LOLLIPOP.
Cute rite???
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